Confessions Of A Bleeding Angel
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Addressed To Joshua

To my dear sweet love, The only one I could ever be with again in this lifetime.

This is to Joshua, the only true King to tame this Queen

I could never explain the way you make me feel

The love is so strong and thing but scares me

The egg shells I seem to walk on at times are at times, seem to be made of porcelain

As the pain grows the tears follow, mostly behind your back

If you could only see, everything your love does to me...

 
As tears fill my eyes the wieghts heavy on my cheast Letting go would be holding me tighter Why do you ever have to go? All I want is to be next to you day and night is it so wrong that I want to be your wife?, may be I don't know I don't know what I've said or done but I do know you've made me a better person through that and  I just wish I could do the same for you.
 
No longer do they visit me at night Being next to you is the only thing that seems right Love means never having to say your sorry, Love is the equal right to be together day and night
 
The  words I say grow shorter so the wod begins to blow. I hear your voice in the melody of summber callen out to me but all you've done is hold me tight...Make me high on lullaby;s and lets just drift away on the heavenly scent of the mouring rain
 
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His beauty can not be compared
Though close to the blackest of roses with the smallest dew drop of the redest of blood on but one petal
The lookof dark and hate with the tease of the eyes of pain
But in truth he holds the sweetest smell and the inner meaning of eturnal everylasting love
The look of death maybe but love is all the one sweet boy holds for thee
 
If I died this Evening.Would you feel it as you sleep?? If I feel fault to another...Would you feel it in your soul?? My thoughts of you and I together span hundreds of miles and millions of years. Now I ask of you one thing..How do you feel towards me??..Dear sweet boy, could you ever understand..The tears from my eyes and sweat from my brow for..you, work for love though if I stop trying tomorrow you would still be by my side loving, caring for me the same way you have do many days before, For nothing, not even hate, is stronger then two people in a love as strong as ours so strong it could brake down my brick wall of self-hatred and loneliness
 
The Fire Inside Trying to release The cuts so Deep The leadge looking not so steep calling to me pulling me in The world is spinning it won't stoping turning Faster and Faster I fall th eend is running away Will th eblood from my eyes ever stop burning will my soul ever be set free How can a mejor body hold such a mind heart and soul as thees? If I don't fix this now the burning of your touch will burn my lips for eturnaty as I turn over to face the dawn with you by my side as the world ends.
 
My love for thee I can not discribe It's as strong as thunder with the softness of fur I speak of it though it will never end and in my heart to the truth I must give in For I know this true passion....will never see an end 
 

I hate to tell you sweet but a cracked heart hurts worse then a broken one and a crack is but all I have Sleep tight as I wish you ado Live in peace with sutle dew for I know my kiss is all that would do To give you the warmth of a thousand summers Tears feel my eyes as pain feels my heart I don't know what I have said or done but I know it is wrong Wrong for me to hurt you like I have just done so please forgiveDon't let me be the one you shun for my sweet with out your kiss we never could be as one through the winter days and the summer nights A love as wild as fire but as hard as ice For dear sweet Joshua this is addressed to you Locked with love of gold and sealed with a silver kiss to the one I always miss Through as youre so close we are so far apart That the keys we always pound echo in my heart The should of your voice is replaced my a beep in a speaker Nothing I wouldn't give for a simple whisper Now I must bid you ado andWish that you only think of my when you awake to the frozen covered ground and the chill in the air And remember that is I until my next word with you

You

Your my wonderful, Your my everything, your in my dreams while I'm asleep your in my thoughts when I'm awake You the open arms when I've needed someone to hold No matter what you've been there for me, Thats what makes you..the perfect man

You know when I need you the most, You've never been untrue, You show me who I really am inside Thats what makes you..a perfect man

Your the sun I need to warm my nearly frozen heart Your the breeze that reminds me w'll never be apart Your the love thats healed my broken heart Thats what makes you..My perfect man

I (heart) Josh

Who do you have to hold me like this Why must you kiss me like that I've never felt this way before..I've fallen in love I used to be scared to let my heart go It's been stole one to many times before but this time its different for reasons its changed So I'm lettung my self fall in love I never expected to happen again but now that it has..I'm never letting it go again

No words could dignafie How I fell for yo Emotions float like butterflys around my heart as I approach you Your my pride, my dignity, my self confadence, but what do you have to show for my love? Thats just it..my love which has the world of means to me. If I could I'd catch the sun just so you'd never have to live in a dark world again. I'm still going on when you don't understand What I'm saying any more..I'll sum it up in a resanable qesha..I love you even more day by day